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GOD'S VOICE Hindi mo na ako magagawang mahalin ng buong puso kasi mas mamahalin mo yung ginawa mo. You'll always feel half-hearted towards me because you'll be inlove with in what you created. You'll feel misarable and empty looking for more because you'll never be content writing one book. If you write a book now, you'll have new ideas and your heart and mind will dictate you to write more untill there's nothing left for me. Okay lang naman sa'kin kahit kalimutan mo ako at isantabi, pero ikaw ang iniisip ko. I don't want you to become misarable. I want you to enjoy life. Gusto ko na maging masaya ka, totoong masaya. At alam mo naman na sa akin mo lang mahahanap ang tunay na kasiyahan kaya bakit ka pa naghahanap ng iba? Hindi ka ba masaya sa presensiya ko? Hindi ba sapat ang presensiya at pagmamahal ko? Kulang pa ba ang binibigay ko sa'yo? Kulang ba ako para sa'yo, Hanna kaya naghahanap ka pa ng iba? Hindi ba ako sapat? Hindi ka ba masaya sa ...

Why can't I write, Lord? Alam ko po kung bakit hindi ko pwedeng gawin ang gusto ko pero this desire in me is so great. Ang hirap pong pigilan. How I wish that my desire to serve you is as strong as this. In almost all the things that I do, see and watch, I remember you. I remember your Words and voice.  Oh, how great are your thoughts towards me, God. Salamat po dahil lagi mo akong naaalala. Salamat kasi lagi mo akong naiisip kahit na ganito lang ako, Lord, mahina at walang katuturan ang buhay. Salamat dahil sinasabi mo na may halaga ako sa'yo.  You are so great and mighty, Lord. Ang hirap niyo pong abutin. You are so holy and it is so impossible for me to see you and know you, but you made a way, Lord. You made a way. And I love you for that. And I love you Lord just the way you are because you are perfect in all of your ways. It is a thousand better to be in your court, to be in your house than thousand else where. I would always choose to be in your presence that somewhere ...