Hunyo 14, 2023

GOD'S VOICE

Hindi mo na ako magagawang mahalin ng buong puso kasi mas mamahalin mo yung ginawa mo. You'll always feel half-hearted towards me because you'll be inlove with in what you created. You'll feel misarable and empty looking for more because you'll never be content writing one book. If you write a book now, you'll have new ideas and your heart and mind will dictate you to write more untill there's nothing left for me. Okay lang naman sa'kin kahit kalimutan mo ako at isantabi, pero ikaw ang iniisip ko. I don't want you to become misarable. I want you to enjoy life. Gusto ko na maging masaya ka, totoong masaya. At alam mo naman na sa akin mo lang mahahanap ang tunay na kasiyahan kaya bakit ka pa naghahanap ng iba? Hindi ka ba masaya sa presensiya ko? Hindi ba sapat ang presensiya at pagmamahal ko? Kulang pa ba ang binibigay ko sa'yo? Kulang ba ako para sa'yo, Hanna kaya naghahanap ka pa ng iba? Hindi ba ako sapat? Hindi ka ba masaya sa piling ko? Ayaw mo ba akong makasama nang mas malalim pa sa kung ano ang nararanasan mo ngayon? Ayaw mo bang marananasan ang kadakilaan ko? Ayaw mo bang makilala kung sino ako? Wala nang humahadlang sa'yo para makilala ako, ikaw na lang, sarili mo na lang ang humahadlang. Huwag mo nang pahirapan ang sarili mo. Namatay ka na kay Kristo at lahat ng desires mo, you've got nothing left in you but my Spirit. You must choose that truth because that truth stands. All you have is me. If you gain me, you have all you need. If you gain me, that's all that matters. That's all you need. All you need is me. Hindi mo kayang mabuhay nang wala ako. Hindi ka magiging masaya nang wala ako dahil ako ang gumawa sa'yo. Nag-eexist ka dahil sinabi ko. Nag-eexist ka dahil sa akin at para sa akin. Ginawa kita para sa akin lang, hindi para sa iba o sa sarili mo. Nabubuhay ka para sa akin. At gusto ko na sa akin ka lang. Ayaw ko nang may kahati dahil seloso ako at mabilis magtampo kapag may kahati. Ayoko nang may kaagaw sa puso mo pera, yaman, pamilya o kung sino man. Gusto ko na ako lang ang nasa puso mo, Hanna. Wala nang iba. Wala nang iba. I want your faithfulness and loyalty. I want your worship and serve me. I want your song to be only about me. I want your words to be only about me, no one else and nothing else. I love you so much as your creator. I love you as your king, redeemer, and savior. My love is greater that the love of a mother to her child, my love for you is greater than the love of a man to a woman, my love for you is greater than the love of a father to his child. My love for you is greater than any other love that you have ever known. My love for you is true, deep, innocent, patient, kind, faithful, loyal and unconditional. It is hard to explain but my love for you and for the humanity is like that. It is unexplainable, unfathomable, because it is so great. My love has always been the way it is from the beginning. My love for you never changed even before the world begone. If you recognize it, if you are drawn by it then there is a reason. This love is already there even before the time begone. My love for you existed even before the conception. It has no beginning and end, it has always been there. You can either accept or reject my love. The choice is yours. You still have freedom. Because my love sets people free not put them in prison. Shalom.